You must be wondering that a lot of my posts are mainly about the past. My best friends, my college life, the past! If you want to understand me, the real me, you have to know my past. It was extremely vital in shaping me and making me the man I am today. The last 7 years anyway. Until very recently, I was extremely hungover my past and I couldn't just find a way for myself to move on without having to have another emotionally crippling episode. Due to recent enlightening realizations, I finally have begun moving on and there probably won't more than another post or two about the past and then that's it. A lot of these things that I post about have been in my head for years, but getting them out in words that can give justice to these raw powerful emotions is a tedious task indeed and coupled with writers' blocks I can hardly manage to whip up a couple of posts every once in a while. However that won't be the case anymore. Every time I post about something, I have realized that I have been able to let go of it and that is a very wonderful feeling.

Thank you.